God, you taught me much

As I was born, I knew it,
that I was more than just living,
that I was more than just a thing,
I was a living thing, alive, created by God for a reason.
Made by my parents, brought up through guidance of many. (my unexpected angels)

As I was a child, I knew it,
that my life was different compared to many,
that my life was not the prettiest,
I was different and lived in a broken family,
Made to be mature compared to many, and never really fitted in. (typical yet different)

As I am a teen, I knew it,
that my life has to be better than this,
that my life has to achieve more than this,
I screwed many things up even though i tried so hard fixing it "right".
Made to learn by mistakes, yet never stop learning. (try to be perfect like many)

As I grow, I know,
life will never going to be perfectly perfect,
you start off learning about family,
then you move to friendship,
and you end up breaking through love.
Either sequence,
You still break once in a while.
But that's totally fine.

We are made by materials, so strong,
that we can almost bare any emotions thrown to us "hard".
We are made to tell stories, stories that not everyone will experience
but to learn and help others with it.

God, you taught me much,
sometimes I think it's too much,
but as I travel around,
You taught me enough,
you taught everyone equal,
depending on kinds on situation.

So God, I thank you,
though I never seen you,
but your transparence presences kept me living,
and I will do my best in serving you,
which is to live,
to learn,
and to understand why we live with your unseen presence.  

God, you taught me much.