God, you taught me much

As I was born, I knew it,
that I was more than just living,
that I was more than just a thing,
I was a living thing, alive, created by God for a reason.
Made by my parents, brought up through guidance of many. (my unexpected angels)

As I was a child, I knew it,
that my life was different compared to many,
that my life was not the prettiest,
I was different and lived in a broken family,
Made to be mature compared to many, and never really fitted in. (typical yet different)

As I am a teen, I knew it,
that my life has to be better than this,
that my life has to achieve more than this,
I screwed many things up even though i tried so hard fixing it "right".
Made to learn by mistakes, yet never stop learning. (try to be perfect like many)

As I grow, I know,
life will never going to be perfectly perfect,
you start off learning about family,
then you move to friendship,
and you end up breaking through love.
Either sequence,
You still break once in a while.
But that's totally fine.

We are made by materials, so strong,
that we can almost bare any emotions thrown to us "hard".
We are made to tell stories, stories that not everyone will experience
but to learn and help others with it.

God, you taught me much,
sometimes I think it's too much,
but as I travel around,
You taught me enough,
you taught everyone equal,
depending on kinds on situation.

So God, I thank you,
though I never seen you,
but your transparence presences kept me living,
and I will do my best in serving you,
which is to live,
to learn,
and to understand why we live with your unseen presence.  

God, you taught me much.

The Bars Between Us : They Said

They Said

He's mysterious, most people said. 

He looks dangerous in the eyes of a man. 

But in reality, he is just the same,

Lost, Confused, and Hurt in a way.

She's stupid, someone once said.

She believes in love too easily and gave it to everyone she can.

But honestly, she's just naive and never had 

Love, Someone and Experience in her head.

He's charming, as all girls said.

He looks perfect in the minds of their heads.

But in reality, he is just the same,

Covered, Polished with make up everywhere.

She's easy, as all boys said.

She could be grab by any man with words so sweet that made her mad.

But honestly, she will change as

Time, Experience and Pain are lessons to be made.

He was hurt back then,

that made him not to trust,

and not to feel

Soulless as he is,

He is stuck in times of a past that kept him there.

She was taught back then,

that she has to think

and she has to plan

With a schedule like that,

Her mind only thinks about the future and consequences.

When both of them met,

the mysterious remains, and naive turns bad. 

He loved to play, but not to love.

She wants to give love, and to be loved.

But this love will never exist

as both are so different in a way.

When one lives for the past,

and the other lives for the future.

No one lives for the present.

Hence no love will be present, they said.

The bars between us.