Heart pumping fine
Body healthy as ever
but the mind filled with thoughts
that hurts her deeper than ever.
I have felt sadness all my life
I have felt worst, I remember
But I dont know why
This time
It feels like it had drilled deeper.
This pain in my mind
Its not going anywhere for now
might as well just calm down
before the mind shuts down.
I thought it was going to work between us
I knew that you were someone special
now you're just like the ones who
ripped off my heart
like a thief that never got caught
let off by the corrupted governments
Cliche I thought.
This pain inside
increased when I smoke each time
Each puff signifies the pain you drilled inside
As the smoke disappear with air, I thought
why can't the pain do the same
It's then I realise,
though the smoke is invisible,
it still kills a dozen of people.
Just like the pain inside,
Invisible in my mind
Killing me alive.
